week 7 day 5 - off the saddle, do they have music for that?

I don't even know what to write here.. except that i hope monday morning the scale is nicer to me than i deserve. i am not doing horrible things, but i am not doing what i should, that is for sure. i am tired all the time and i am worried that my thyroid levels are out of wack. they were already a little high and now i have lost a few pounds... but if i get the blood test and they change my meds, it throws me off for days!! and days!! i should do something about that.. maybe tomorrow. i have a req form.