year two

so, here i am... 4 pounds down from this time last year. at this rate it will take me around 12 years to lose my 60lb.. distressing..

in my defense, until christmas i managed to keep off a consistent 10 pounds and didn't ever go above where i was at new years last year. even at christmas i stayed under where i was last year.

i consider that a victory. a small one, but a victory none the less.

i never gave up entirely, i watched the scale, was aware. and then not only was there the influx of christmas chocolate which is still lingering in pieces around my house (and don't mean just my hips) but i make fudge. i make REALLY good fudge, and there is a manatory amount of spatula licking, beater eating, unevenly cut piece consumage.

these badly damaged my 10 pound window.

so here i am, ready to go again but with a new tactic.

number one: i have to watch what i eat, i can't eat whatever i want
number two: exersize, there has to be some (thankfully dear daughter got just dance 2 for the wii, it is exhausting!!!)
number three: water. my water consumption SUCKS. i need to work on that.
number four: goals, again realistic and same as last year, 60lb by the end of the year

dear husband put the treadmill in a place that is not user friendly, on the up side i now have a room to sew in, on the downside that is a sitting task and i need off my ass, not more excuses to stay on it LOL.. he says i can walk on it but not run. ok. between that and daily bouts of just dance 2 with the sweat meter and watching what i eat, i still think i can do this.