i am pretty sure i posted about this last year, probably about this time.
Everytime i start to lose weight, i feel fatter. isn't that wierd? my clothes feel tighter, my stomach bigger, my body bothers me more.
is this because when i am not being careful, watching, and trying to exersize that i have blinders on? my bathroom has a MONSTROUS mirror in it, you HAVE to see yourself naked coming out of the shower. it isn't a shock.
why am i bothered more when i am losing weight, than when i am gaining?
i am sticking with it because of how pointless it all feels, i am using that anger and frustration to keep me going.
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