Monday, January 31, 2011

week 5 - monday

number 1: calories
cal 80%
fat 62%
fib 100%
pro 119%
sod 99%

number 2: water - i got at least 2 glasses, i think more

number 3: check green tea

number 4: 25 min treadmill speed was 3.5 for 20 min.

i did awesome! everything perfect.. just have to keep it up :)

week 5 weigh in

ok, the whole down but up thing i was doing with my weigh ins is starting to lose me. it's my system and I am getting confused. i am just going to use last years beginning weight and go from there..

so my weigh in is -6

if the goal is to lose 60lb starting with last years beginning weight, 60/12=5. this means each month i need to lose 5 pounds. this doesn't sound like much, but i mean for this to become permanent, which means making changes that i can live with. also my thyroid issues make it hard to lose weight and ridiculously easy to gain.

this means i am on track, but need to step it up to lose 5lb by the end of february.

goals for weeks 5, 6, 7, & 8
number 1: tracking calories, etc.
number 2: min. 2 glasses water
number 3: one mug of green tea a day
number 4: exersize three times a week

Saturday, January 29, 2011

week 4 saturday

i don't usually track maniacally on weekends, but i have a few days that i didn't track so i need to be on the ball... so here is today

cal 85%
fat 101%
fibre 50%
protein 91%
sodium 118%

water wasn't great at all today, same with exersize

Friday, January 28, 2011

week 4 - friday

i am fighting "special lady time".. i am tracking but my husband took my computer with my target numbers, websites, and my tracking spreadsheets. so i have spent some time this morning putting some numbers together and i can hopefully fill it in. i will just add them to this post. also, i did some more digging on protein and radically adjusted my target number, which makes sense.. it really shouldn't be THAT hard. hopefully Monday will show some good results, and i will have some monthly goals. have a great weekend :)

tuesday
cal 73%
fat 107%
fibre 60%
protein 55%
sodium 76%
- this does not reflect my movie night which included a handful of a bunch of stuff that i couldn't begin to put together.. not an overly successful day

wed
couldn't calculate... too many things i couldn't put numbers together for

thurs
i didn't even write it down LOL

friday
cal 78%
fat 90%
fibre 68%
protein 88%
sodium 88%
- woo hoo! i concider this very successful!! happy with it

Monday, January 24, 2011

week 4 - monday

number one: eating - YAY!! i did AWESOME! I MET MY PROTEIN!! that was HARD!
calories 101%
fat 88%
fibre 170%
protein 100%
sodium 112%

number two: exercise - i did my dancing for 15-20 min..

number three: water - more than three glasses!

i rock..

week 4 - monday

alright.. i am up a couple of pounds but gauging by the zits on my face, and my totally CRANKINESS in addition to my wicked mood swings, i am either in imminent danger of getting my "special lady time" or turning into a homicidal maniac... lol

i didn't do too awful this weekend, but back on track again this morning.. i need to set monthly goals i think.. if i have a series of smaller goals it might be easier to keep on track.

february will see me with a new list of steps and a weight goal..

Friday, January 21, 2011

week three - friday

I did good i think

number one: eating
calories 100% sedentary, good stuff.. i am going to try and use the sedentary number
fat 108% close.. again, sedentary number
fibre 89% pretty close
protein 72% damn it i even ate tuna!!! lol
sodium 132% def been better.. lordy

number two: exercise - shovelled snow for 15-20 min (my son got too cold so we had to come in)

number three: water - so-so, about 2 glasses so far

Thursday, January 20, 2011

week 3 - thursday

well, this has not been the best eating week, i have to say. yesterday was a nightmare! but it was fun :D. today i did not do so good, but a migraine prevented it from getting worse, i was in bed instead of eating more.

number one: eating
calories 100% (but i didn't really exercise to deserve my calories
fat 155%, yeah.. all kinds of wrong to get there
fibre 102% and that's hard to do.. i am impressed
protein 75%, christ that is hard to do!!!
sodium 134% unfortunately that one is not hard at all to do, in fact hard not to do.

number two: exersize
walking daughter to her bus, little bit of cleaning, lots of cooking

number three: water
pretty good.. 4 glasses

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

week 3 - wednesday - body image

i am pretty sure i posted about this last year, probably about this time.

Everytime i start to lose weight, i feel fatter. isn't that wierd? my clothes feel tighter, my stomach bigger, my body bothers me more.

is this because when i am not being careful, watching, and trying to exersize that i have blinders on? my bathroom has a MONSTROUS mirror in it, you HAVE to see yourself naked coming out of the shower. it isn't a shock.

why am i bothered more when i am losing weight, than when i am gaining?

i am sticking with it because of how pointless it all feels, i am using that anger and frustration to keep me going.

Monday, January 17, 2011

week three - monday

weight - +2, which is great because it means i am down 4 pounds from last week but still 2 pounds up from the 10 i kept off for most of last year.

i did really good last week, and i tracked most days, but didn't post my numbers because everday i managed to hit a hic-up that couldn't be tracked (like spaghetti sauce that my friend made and gave to me last year, frozen).

my water is better, but there is still the odd day when i have next to nothing and i am still working on it.

exercise sucked for the entire week. quite a bit of incidental excersize like cleaning, shopping, walking my daughter to the bus but nothing substantial. this week's goal is to do better in that department.

i think i lost the 4 pounds just because of the lack of chocolate and crap in the house and me making a concerted effort with my eating.

Monday, January 10, 2011

week two - monday

weight - same, which i consider to be +6

i did good, unless i missed something major, which i don't think i did.. cool.

number one: eating i stayed within my calories, and fat. half of my fibre and protein and managed not to go over in sodium. good day :D
number two: exercise - uh.. grocery shopping with a three year old counts, right?
number three: water - not bad

Thursday, January 6, 2011

week one - thursday

number one: eating - great in the morning, not bad at lunch and dinner, however there was some leftover chocolate consumage, popcorn, and general badness in the evening. this is a process, people!! lol
number two: exercise - had to show my friend just dance 2, 20 minutes!! yay
number three: water - not so good

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

week one - wednesday

fell off the wagon.. oh, that hurts the love handles LOL

number one: eating - bad!! bad bad.. :(
number two: exercise - not unless cleaning out the boy's closet counts
number three: not bad

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

week one - tuesday

number one: eating - did better.. i wrote everything down and am doing good with chocolate withdrawl
number two: exercise - i shovelled snow off the driveway and sidewalk, totally counts!!
number three: water - did good again

Monday, January 3, 2011

monday - week one

number one: eating - did good.. not fantastic, but i wrote everything down and am weaning myself off the chocolate
number two: exercise - i met my 1000 sweat points for the day on wii
number three: water - did good :)

Sunday, January 2, 2011

year two

so, here i am... 4 pounds down from this time last year. at this rate it will take me around 12 years to lose my 60lb.. distressing..

in my defense, until christmas i managed to keep off a consistent 10 pounds and didn't ever go above where i was at new years last year. even at christmas i stayed under where i was last year.

i consider that a victory. a small one, but a victory none the less.

i never gave up entirely, i watched the scale, was aware. and then not only was there the influx of christmas chocolate which is still lingering in pieces around my house (and don't mean just my hips) but i make fudge. i make REALLY good fudge, and there is a manatory amount of spatula licking, beater eating, unevenly cut piece consumage.

these badly damaged my 10 pound window.

so here i am, ready to go again but with a new tactic.

number one: i have to watch what i eat, i can't eat whatever i want
number two: exersize, there has to be some (thankfully dear daughter got just dance 2 for the wii, it is exhausting!!!)
number three: water. my water consumption SUCKS. i need to work on that.
number four: goals, again realistic and same as last year, 60lb by the end of the year

dear husband put the treadmill in a place that is not user friendly, on the up side i now have a room to sew in, on the downside that is a sitting task and i need off my ass, not more excuses to stay on it LOL.. he says i can walk on it but not run. ok. between that and daily bouts of just dance 2 with the sweat meter and watching what i eat, i still think i can do this.