frustration

i am so frustrated. i have been trying for almost a week to get up at 6 and i just can't. it is so hot here, that anything later and you are risking heat stroke (not that that stops some people). i am staying up to late, getting my second wind before i can quickly hop into bed and ingore it. my eating is great until my mother in law pulls out the dessert/cookies/cupcakes/sweet loveliness that she brought home with her, and there is always lots for tomorrow. and she LOVES to go out for lunch. i desperately need to get out and exercise. on the upside i am doing more cleaning :)